Forgiving

Forgive to forget. Forget to Forgive?
Both hard, neither easy.
The love I felt was strong, yet was never real at all
I forgive you for the time we wasted, the time we held.
The time we had, and the time that I thought it was real.
The smiles we shared, the laughs we had. When time seem to never exist, and our love was true.
I'm sorry for the time I wasted, when I thought everything was ok.
I guess you and me were truly never meant to be. To be happy and free.
Can you forgive me? Forgive me, for the tears I shed, the anger I released, the shame I brought you.
I forgive you for the mistakes, the sorrow you brought upon me, the sadness which deepened in my soul.
To the depths in which there might not be a return of life. I. . . forgive you.

love

Love, one of the most powerful emotions we hold as human beings. It drives us to do many things. From the most compassionate things to the craziest. It can not be truly defined, only felt in my personal opinion. Many people say “ You'll know when you feel love.” or “ Love is one of the strongest bonds that two people can have between each other.” I truly believe in that. The love between two people, like a mother to her son. Or Husband to his wife. The bond is something special and almost unbreakable. Let me explain these to help give a better understanding.

One, major example would be a mother to her son and or daughter. Moms have an uncanny ability to sense when somethings wrong, to know when w need something or even when we going to do something that they know we'll need help with before asking. Mothers know how to heal us when sickness captures us; when depressed, knowing how to make our spirits rise. The   natural love that they hold for us specifically is love that can never be broken.

Rejection

Rejection, being denied or feeling of not being wanted at all in any way, shape or form. Rejection is one of the things that can either make us stronger or tear is down into nothing. Sad to say that this true. We live for acceptance in our lives, not to be put Down and not to be denied happiness. I've been rejected, too many to say, to many to think about. To many bad memories of the sorrow and pain. To face and deal with rejection; all deals with you and your mentality. " am I strong enough to accept this or will I let this take me down and wrap me in despair?" Always ask yourself this, you'll know when your ready to face rejection. To be able to rise above it. People react to rejection as one the most hardest task to take, when reality it's only a part of life. We can not escape it. Only embrace it and become more powerful for it.

Responsibility

Most situations that happen because of the ambiguity of others is simply because of one persons thoughtlessness. If one person would look out for the other and then vice versa then most accidents would be avoided in today's community. As the examples given, A fell off because of he or she's own recklessness. B has nothing to do with A being homeless. Then again, It's B's fault for giving A his car that had faulty brakes which then got A into an accident. This can be all be avoided of one takes responsibility in them selves. Determining responsibility is some times not the easiest thing. Some people don't want to take any responsibility at all. They feel as if they don't need to Others that do take responsibility tend to have less problems though. This is just my personal view on it. If I ever get into a situation that involves me , such as these on here. Then I would take responsibility in each one of them. Whether it be me falling off the roof or giving me friend a bad car. I will take my responsibility for it. No matter the consequences.

The First

The  First Drawing

For years I wanted to be a great drawer like my brother. Ever since I could remember, each drawing he drew was jaw dropping. He even drew himself to the littlest detail, and it was magnificent. His face, eyes, body, everything was to the right proportion and I still look at it in awe to this day. He became an inspiration to me, and ever since then I've wanted to be an artist. So one day after drawing, I decided to start a project. I named it “The First One.” It was a simple, just draw myself. I began to do so, first I found a picture of myself that I liked and began drawing that. I thought it was going to be an easy thing to do, but it turned out the be the hardest drawing I've ever attempted. I was having problems with the sizing of each aspect of the drawing. The eyes, lips, etc. So I decided to call my brother up and see if he could help me. We were able to get together an then he looked over what I had so far. He showed me how everything on a person's face, lines up with other features of the face. The middle of the eyes line up with the end of your lips. The top of the ears line up with the end of the eye brows. Also, the bottom of the ears line up with the end of the end of your lips. So from here we began drawing the picture and in the end, it came out wonderful. I felt so accomplished when we finished it. From that day forward, I knew that I could draw great things and I hope to someday. I thank my brother for that. This is the drawing, hope you like it.

The Unknown

.People throughout life have explored the unknown for many reason. Some search for closer  curiosity, and maybe even for a higher purpose. B Franklin sailed the ocean to find out whether the earth was flay or round, turns out, it is round. civilization has searched the unknown to find out what is out there in the world. The good, bad, and ugly. Discovering beautiful places to the most horrific ones. No matter how dangerous, man will explore the unknown.
    Some individuals have the unknown in order to find themselves, find there own purpose in life, or maybe to find something to live for. People want to discover new things because they believe that theirs somehting out there that wants to be found. On the other hand, others have explored to expand one's own knowledge of the world. A individual's exploration of life, can become one's ultimate goal in life.
     Sadly though. there is a catch to this. Those who have explored the unknown have given a lot, in order to explore. Some have left there homes, family, friends, jobs, and maybe there entire lives behind just to explore and find whatever there looking for.No matter the cost. The cost to these people seems to be meaningless to them, but to others its high. All in the end though, some find what there looking for and others,. . . don't. Exploring the unknown is a wonderful thing, and a dangerous thing as well.

Truth and Deception

Truth, lies. The difference between them can be very thin and the very large, depending on the way you look at it. In any situation, telling the truth or telling a lie all depends on the person's mind set. Whether that person feels, "threaten", or "pressured" to lie. Or even forced to tell the truth. The word 'lie' tends to disgust me. I do understand that lying is indeed, wrong. In any shape or form. I also do understand that telling the truth isn't an easy thing to do as we'll. there have been times where I have lied in order to protect my self. I still didn't like the idea of doing so. I've come to learn that telling the truth, really does set you free. It may not be the type of free that I'm thinking of but none the less. The point that I want to get across is that, it's better to avoid situations were to do not have to lie at all. Then to put yourself I that position to begin with. Lies may get you out of trouble, but ultimately will cause you nothing but pain and suffering. While the truth will is everlasting and free.